Perfect Nightmare

sometimes we fight
sometimes i cry
why dont i just tell him goodbye
sometimes i should
but sometimes i dont build up the strength to say that its wrong


sometimes i hate
sometimes i love
sometimes i hurt
sometimes i dont
sometimes i wait for him to change
but its ok, ill disguise the pain


and i dont ever want to leave him alone
they say im brainwashed but im in love with this man
yeah, keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting


this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare


sometimes i keep it cool
sometimes i let him know
sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door
sometimes i feel safe
sometimes i really dont
sometimes i promise im ready to let him go


but i dont ever want to leave him alone
they say im brainwashed but im in love with this man
ooh, keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know that i dont deserve it


but if its from you i dont mind hurting,
this is my perfect nightmare, so when will i wake up
and scream no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting


this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
open these shades
but im scared hes back
cant see a way to leave
help me open my eyes


keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare


keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare,


so when will i wake up and scream
no way, no way, no way, no way,
no way, no way, no way,
but if its from you i dont mind hurting


this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare